Would you, my pearl?

If you know my deepest cares and concerns
crowding round you everyday in every possible way
would you spare me yours in return?

If you know my strong silent admiration
coming in your way every single day
would you embrace me with your warm affection?

If you know my heart endears you and so fondly shines
seeing you sway and listening to what you say
would you tell me that your heart is mine?

If you know how greatly much I like you
would you like me as much as I do
and say that you like me too?

...pearl, know that I am waiting for you
for that is the only thing I can do.

Deep Reverence

I am incompetent to compare to your skillful ability
Neither am I advanced in English proficiency
Nor eloquent in speaking competency
But I am truthful that I revere you
For your highest humility
and dignified modesty
Even though you hold all the good qualities
Never you be proud and haughty
In fact, you remain humble and friendly
These ascend you to the exalted dignity
Verily, you are the best fellow model to the society.

A Four Lines Stanza

The more you do the thinking
The messier it gets
You better stop yearning
Or you'll end up getting upset.

Salesgirl

When she says you look nice
You don't believe in her
Because she said it for a plate of rice
to feed her daughter
What you do is to think twice
Whether to buy her goods or leave her forever.

Dear You

Dear you,
I want you to know that I am pleased to meet you
You made me feel valued
You made me glowing new
by constructing a beautiful avenue
for me to walk through

Since the moment I decided to let go of the blue
I hope it will turn up to be you
I've been hoping, and praying too
may God brought me into you.
God made my wish come true

The burden I've been holding, loosely declining
Much of the strain, releasing
The sun starts rising
My God bestows upon me His blessing

But I forgot to tell you the exact matter
that brought me into such bother
and came to you in such a manner

I must see you again
and explain

Otherwise I will forever live under strain.

Wounded

Out beyond admonition of wrong doings,
harshness stabs into the heart
causing the most aching pain.
Never will the hurt heal,
until an antidote is found to remedy it.

Waiting for the Green to Come

Cycling around the world
Alone without companion
Adoring His perfectly round pearl
In the colours of creation

Wayfarers drop by
Travellers pass through
The earth has a beautiful sky
Of the purity of white and the pale coolness of blue

Yet

The green hasn't yet to come

I stood still
Waiting

Shy

I am shy
I can't look into his eyes
I lower my gaze
I can't see his face

I can't arrange my words right
My day turns night
No light
I lose my sight

This is my first time
become so shy
when I talk to a guy.


Wednesday, January 07, 2009
03:46:40 PM

The Day When I Saw Him Twice

Thursday, January 08, 2009
1:07:41 PM

The Day When I Saw Him Twice

I saw him
I saw him again
He didn't see me
He didn't see me again

I wonder why was I surprised
when I saw him, walking
I wonder why all sorts of worry arised
after I saw him, sitting

He's not so good-looking
not so caring
not so interesting
He's just an ordinary being

Who am I talking about?
(please don't say this out loud)

He was my crush
who made my cheek blushed
when he talked dirt
and acted like a flirt.

Conflict (When a minor intuition voices out, the dominant rebuts)

Conflict
(When a minor intuition voices out, the dominant rebuts)

I saw him
with a pretty girl
I didn't beam
of course I won't do it
I just didn't like it
it displeased me
tho' I know she's his best buddy
and I know I like him no more.

He doesn't deserve to be liked by me
"But he was my prince charming"
He shouldn't be the causal of my consious anxiety
"But he always shakes my feeling"
O dear, see him as a being
who possesses neither a good quality nor is he enchanting
He's not the man you've been yearning
not also the one you've been dreaming.

He's the man from your yesterday
who has messed you up along the way
and sneaked your smile before you reach today.

Don't let your heart get broken again,
think how much has you gained
since you let go the pain.

Dear Father

Dear Father,

I couldn't bear

when He took you away

It was not fair

doesn't He know you are my shelter and hay?

I shed my tears

it made me cry worse

"Let him go..."

they said so

Of course they can say that

it's not their dad

Nevertheless

your soul has reached its given date

When is my fate

they do not know, they cannot see

Who knows this could be the last line before death comes upon me.

:: 4th commemoration of daddy's demise ::

Dec 31st, 2004

9.40 p.m.

-heavenblessthou-